I wonder if anyone out there has any idea how many hours in my day are devoted to the thought of Nicole? How many nights I lay awake praying for her image to enter my mind and bring peace to my aching heart. If only you people knew how many times she has walked silently into my dreams and held me in her arms. Utter contentment.... where dreams take over from the reality of life, and, for the space of a heartbeat, she is mine. And my words, which are upon this page, are now upon her lips, as she whispers them sweetly in my ear. Tender words that tear at the very heart of my soul and leave me feeling cherished, desired, and so-very-loved. A love that cries out for fulfillment... a love that began as a tiny spark, now a raging inferno within my heart. I want her to Come and Take my hand and together, we will create fireworks of the likes that this world has never seen. And if the world should crumble around us, I will not despair, for I know, heaven awaits us.